Saturday, October 15, 2011

di bawah paras normal






assalammualaikum sume!!~ (^^,)

diwaktu dan ketika ini...aq sgt bosan terperangkap kat cheras neh weekand2 ni....nk balik kg..mcm da selalu sgt...so kene save budget..hik3...

okeh2...last week...ade la 1 night tu aq ushar2 entry2 lame....hahaa...aq gelak je la...
org nk belog..kite pon nk!!~tp....ahahhahaa...lantak la...hak3....

hurm nk review sal kite lepas2 abes degree nih la kali ni... ok, abes je 3p aritu...sume da 'Gelora di hati sarah'...nk keje!!!!...even mase dlm 3p da huru hare klik2 JS....(bkn JS picture sheila rusly tu ea)....pastu mase kat uma masing2...browse2 keje...smbil2 muhasabah auto dlm hati tgok org laen da keje,,,ngn efek drama tv lg....mmg craving for a job!! la jd nyer....hehe....

mase ni duit dlm bank semakin merosot..hak3...pastu pk mase depan...fuhhhhh ngeri weyh!!! siyesli!!!~~ nk further stdy ade 1 faktor penghalang lak....ONGKOS...x sanggup da berhutang n parent...kesian dorang...huhu...(ok ni tacing~~)...scholarship??? haha.... ok y ni x terjawab...bkn sbb x layak... tp ade penyakit laen... spt::
  • kalo on9..bnd laen y di search
  • hrp kn kwn2 search kn n kasi link...dlm mase y same kwn2 hrp y same
  • mmg terhad pon mende2 ni..n byk phase...tp org ckp...nk seribu daye..xnk seribu dalih...(byk berdalih la ni..haha)
  • lake of exposure...u can take this as an excuse...but this is a real fact...haha
tp mmg la sape x nk bljr smpi PHD...tp mungkin Allah kasi kite nyer kisah a bit different....well life is unpredictable an unwritten.....

ok...lepas apply2 bagai nk maut....dpt call2 bertubi2 interview... this is the next cuakkkk!...haha
refresh cuak 1st entry ni...cuak x dpt keje...hehehe....

mostly field computer science ni...in private sector la...(since SPA pon masok peti ais frezze!!!) ape lg..berhabuk+berbuih la speaking...lantak la if it sounds awkward pon... y penting yakin..hehehe..(sambil text all GF..aq cuak weyh!!!!!!)haha!!~

  • tips nk ilang nervous mase interview *kalo x ilang...gune la pemadam heeee:
  1. opkos..pengantungan total kepada ALLAH setelah kite usehe ready2kn diri...
  2. susun cert elok2..resume elok2.. attire sesuai...
  3. otw nk g interview tu..zikrullah or bace la surah2 y mane igt..(kalo tau makne lg bgos)
  4. fikir interview tu kejap je...ptg tu da leh tenang blk
  5. yakin tanpe menoleh kalo jwb...just 'be honest with brain'
  6. da lepas interview tu jgn lupe ckp alhamdulillah....
lepas berkali2 interview...dgn penuh gigih (redah je kwsn..asal jmp jmp tmpt tu!!),,,u will reach at one point that u r tired...ok ini normal...tp jgn hadap sgt perasaan tu.. usehe lg...smpi u get a feed back phone call...hehe....

ok the cuak no3 is, da dpt keje....tp btol ke da sedia???? ahah!! hahahahha...manusia2~ ade je la alasan.... ngn huru hare nk cari tmpt tgl...nk mule kn chapter baru dlm hidup... mmg la..perasaan x nk keje!!! takot!!! cuak!!! sorang....nk kwn........huhuhu,,,,, whatever it is..this is ur life... learn to make a decision by your own self..is ok to make mistake..but it was a big wrong if u dont try at all.. the simple answer is there..'istikharah'..

bile da btol2 go in the industry...feel the industry RAIN...wow!!!~ nk tuka keje....nk keje susun fail,edar2 pamplet,susun kusi,cop surat....hahahahah....deal with a big people...it truly need a courage.....u r now as a one responsible person in the organization n ur environment is with an adult...not the REMAJA...huhu...ths is the 4th cuak...'the rain of work'...
ok bab our earn life... it was quite good...but in return??? hahaha..phm2 la..mane ade keje sng kn...nk2 private sector...amekaw keje pegi x nmpk matehari blk pon same....huhu~...gigih naek public tranport..jln kaki..n kalo ade ferrari tu...kire da wow la..ahahhaaha.....

plus idop kat KL ni mmg kene pndai2 la nk wat saving tu...nk pk future...kalo bole sume org nk "ferari" sendiri juge..tanah berekar2..rumah....n berbalik kembali pade impian x tercapai td tu...further stdy....hehe...

mase ni baru kite rase cane our parents selame ni membanting tulang nk besau kn kite...kite y x tanggung sape2 pon da la tahzan bagai.... ini kan nk tanggung family mcm parent kite...huhuhu...(semakin tacing bab2 jase x terbals ni)..or sampi bile2 pon kite x leh nk bls...so jgn la...never...put aside our parent...they still our priority..be a responsible child please...hehe,,ujong2 bulan tu igt2 la...hahahaha.....jgn nk bahagia sgt la kat kolumpo tu..ahahahhaa....

hurm tp GF still mising the whole GF .... best kalo dpt keje same2..at least reduce tensen..kalo nk hangout pon susah da skang.hangout kat tenet je la...huhu...tp mase koje mmg on je la sume IM...ahahah...walopon bos masing2 da aim...hahaha....mmg bab ni IM tanpe menoleh...y penting keje kite ttp settle kn....

# In life, we might probably confuse the path that we choose..always remember that ALLAH always in our side..even we might feel it worse...thats was on what we feel,but ALLAH knows best...jgn bersangke buruk dgn ALLAH...
#It was Allah who give us our path, but it was us to decide how we get through our path ..
#If you want to change the way people respond to you, change the way you respond to them